I’m feeling a bit down. I know myself pretty well and when I’m down my body let’s me know. I’m sincerely believing more and more each day that I need to just start from scratch. Blogging about some of these guys is just worthless…
I haven’t heard from any guy as of date…not even Shabbobabo. I have this event tonight…may see him, may not. I guess the key is I need to be patient. Last night, I was out at a happy hour and one of the things this guy said which struck a chord and continues to is that women don’t have “patience.” Ok, well depends how long you need said “patience” for. I think Michhottie is a lost cause…if he hasn’t made a move…he’s not gonna. I think I’m being super negative right now too and am hoping by venting here if you will, positive energy will come to me.
Who knows, maybe I’ll meet someone new and cool tonight. If I see Cookie d-bag I will be sure to just smile and move on. As my friend says I am “hopeful” but also keep these people in my stories because I enjoy the drama…ewww. I don’t want that. I must continue to envision the man I do want…hopefully he finds me sooner rather than later!
Sigh…SOD…5 days after said event and no word from Shabbobabo…yea, not good…unless since then he has called, bbmed, whatever-ed…
My heart goes out to you every time I read your blog…and it doesnt get any easier, but you said it best yourself…sometimes it stinks, but wiping the slate clean is always an option. These words coming from a hypocrite.
xo